I've actually decided against the third character, because of the serious issue of my flakiness and slow tagging speed. I need to focus on what I have in front of me.
In you could send me a pp about those tags, I'll get right to them if you're still interested in playing with me. I am so sorry about not getting back to you on them, I have a problem with losing tags and just plain forgetting, which is something else I'm trying hard to fix.
I've been following your comments on WG, and felt the need to speak up here, because, although this is a sock, at least I'll know when/if you reply.
Several things keep coming up, and frankly, you've been called on these before: here was when I found out that it wasn't just me that had an issue with you.
I'm going to repeat a few things that were in that thread that I experienced personally:
1) Again, your clique. I know that often people from the inside don't see it as one, but the Siren's Pull SPN cast is... toxic at best, and bullying at worst. I watched a lot of things from the outside and am still surprised about how horribly things have shaken out for various people. No, that's not completely on you, but it is something that you need to be aware of. Just something to keep in mind.
2) Flakiness. I'm going to be blunt. Getting CR with you, even as a castmate, outside of certain people, is a pain in the ass. It's like having to drag a kicking and screaming toddler through the mall. And if brought to you, you consistently say "Oh! I'm so so sorry! I lost the tag." Or something to that same effect. Frankly, the CR just isn't worth it. It's really not.
Those are my two biggest beefs with you. I have others, but frankly, they aren't worth the space and would out me.
I really hope you do work on these things and consider either cutting back on things or doing a better job of time management.
First of all, thank you for coming to me with your concerns.
I admit since that calling out I haven't been as driven as I said I was going to be. I made minor changes, but not to a degree that I needed to. I understand the frustration and anger, because I haven't lived up to my word and though I know the more I say it the less it comes across as disingenuous, but I truly am sorry for that.
As for the clique, I understand the concerns people have, but I do consider some of these people close friends. However, SP is closing soon, and it's safe to say we won't be in another game again. A lot of us are going separate ways as it is.
I'm done making excuses for leaving tags to sit. I'm sorry you've had to deal with this, considering the close nature of our cr. I know you don't want to out yourself, but I hope in the future when we tag you can you can forgive me and we can actually do things that aren't just frustrating.
edit: Also, I thought all comments were screened but I think I messed up the settings. If you'd like me to screen it let me know
Thanks for bringing this back into my attention, anon. I really needed all of this.
Honestly, I thought I'd been doing better about getting to people faster lately, but I needed to know I just wasn't. Over the past few months since I've received that crit, I haven't been on top of my game like I promised I would. That's all on me, and I have no excuses for it. I haven't cut out the biggest sucks of my time and attention like I needed to, and I haven't managed my responsibly at all. If this is going to be my last chance before I start alienating everyone for my poor habits, I'm taking it.
I'm sorry for burning you out, anon, I truly am. Since you've come to me on anon, I know you'd rather not tell me who you are. But if that changes and you'd like to come to me through pp or pm, or even facebook, I'd love to discuss things with you.
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Also there's no reason to go anon! I made a dumb mistake, it's not like I'm gonna be pissed or anything. :3
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In you could send me a pp about those tags, I'll get right to them if you're still interested in playing with me. I am so sorry about not getting back to you on them, I have a problem with losing tags and just plain forgetting, which is something else I'm trying hard to fix.
Thank you for bringing this to my attention
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Several things keep coming up, and frankly, you've been called on these before: here was when I found out that it wasn't just me that had an issue with you.
I'm going to repeat a few things that were in that thread that I experienced personally:
1) Again, your clique. I know that often people from the inside don't see it as one, but the Siren's Pull SPN cast is... toxic at best, and bullying at worst. I watched a lot of things from the outside and am still surprised about how horribly things have shaken out for various people. No, that's not completely on you, but it is something that you need to be aware of. Just something to keep in mind.
2) Flakiness. I'm going to be blunt. Getting CR with you, even as a castmate, outside of certain people, is a pain in the ass. It's like having to drag a kicking and screaming toddler through the mall. And if brought to you, you consistently say "Oh! I'm so so sorry! I lost the tag." Or something to that same effect. Frankly, the CR just isn't worth it. It's really not.
Those are my two biggest beefs with you. I have others, but frankly, they aren't worth the space and would out me.
I really hope you do work on these things and consider either cutting back on things or doing a better job of time management.
Good luck.
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I admit since that calling out I haven't been as driven as I said I was going to be. I made minor changes, but not to a degree that I needed to. I understand the frustration and anger, because I haven't lived up to my word and though I know the more I say it the less it comes across as disingenuous, but I truly am sorry for that.
As for the clique, I understand the concerns people have, but I do consider some of these people close friends. However, SP is closing soon, and it's safe to say we won't be in another game again. A lot of us are going separate ways as it is.
I'm done making excuses for leaving tags to sit. I'm sorry you've had to deal with this, considering the close nature of our cr. I know you don't want to out yourself, but I hope in the future when we tag you can you can forgive me and we can actually do things that aren't just frustrating.
edit: Also, I thought all comments were screened but I think I messed up the settings. If you'd like me to screen it let me know
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Honestly, I thought I'd been doing better about getting to people faster lately, but I needed to know I just wasn't. Over the past few months since I've received that crit, I haven't been on top of my game like I promised I would. That's all on me, and I have no excuses for it. I haven't cut out the biggest sucks of my time and attention like I needed to, and I haven't managed my responsibly at all. If this is going to be my last chance before I start alienating everyone for my poor habits, I'm taking it.
I'm sorry for burning you out, anon, I truly am. Since you've come to me on anon, I know you'd rather not tell me who you are. But if that changes and you'd like to come to me through pp or pm, or even facebook, I'd love to discuss things with you.
Thanks again, anon